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  Ordinarily he would have raced off to find it, but Tall Tailless had said never to leave him. This puzzled Wolf a lot. He left Tall Tailless all the time. To hunt, to roll in scat, to gobble up delicious rotten carcasses which his pack-brother unaccountably disliked. But it didn't matter how long Wolf was away, because he always came back. Wolf hated not understanding. But he couldn't get his jaws around the answer. Then he heard howling. Wolves. Many lopes off, although he couldn't tell exactly where, because they were howling with their muzzles all pointing different ways. Wolf understood this. It was the time when the Lights get longer, eating up the Darks: the time when wolf cubs are born. This pack had cubs. It didn't want others to find its Den. The pack that Wolf had run with on the Mountain had used the same trick.

  Wait! He sprang to his feet. Thiswasthe Mountain pack! He knew the leader's howl!

  Lashing his tail, he howled an answer.I'm here! Here!In his head he saw the pack standing close together, muzzles lifted to the Up, eyes slitted in the joy of the howl. He was seized with longing to go to them. The pack fell silent.

  Wolf's tail stilled.

  He wished Tall Tailless would wake up. But he went

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  on twitching and moaning in his sleep.

  A little later, Wolf heard a frantic yip-and-yowling in tailless talk. It was the pack-sister. He didn't understand what she was saying, but he could hear that she was in trouble. Wolf pawed Tall Tailless to wake him. His pack-brother didn't stir.

  Wolf snapped at his over-pelt and tugged at the long dark fur on his head. When that didn't work, he barked in his ears. That never failed. It did now.

  Wolf's pelt tightened as he realized that what lay here, curled in the reindeer hide, was only themeatof Tall Tailless. The bit inside--the breath that walked-- was gone.

  Wolf knew because it had happened before. Sometimes he would see the walking breath leave his pack-brother's body. It was the same size and shape and smell as Tall Tailless, but Wolf knew not to get too close.

  Wolf ran in circles. The scent trail told him that the walking breath of Tall Tailless had gone to find the pack-sister. That was what Wolf must do too. He flew through the Forest. He startled a mare and her foals, and nearly trod on a sleeping piglet, annoying its mother, but he was gone before she'd lumbered to her feet. Weaving between the alders at the edge of the 78

  Fast Wet, he loped toward the pack-sister's howls. He smelled her fierce resolve. He smelled fresh blood and angry elk.

  In mid yowl, the pack-sister's voice broke off. Wolf quickened his pace.

  Suddenly the wind swung around, carrying a new scent to his nose: the scent of Otherness.

  Wolf slewed to a halt. The Otherness was heading for Tall Tailless's defenseless body.

  Wolf hesitated.

  What should he do?

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  NINE

  Torak woke with a struggle, as if fighting his way up from the bottom of a lake. Something had happened in the night--something terrible--but he couldn't remember what. He was lying in his sleeping-sack with the early sun in his eyes. His mouth tasted as if he'd been eating ash, and the wound in his chest hurt savagely.

  Then he saw the strand of dark-red hair in his hand, and everything flooded back. Bracken whipping past his antlers, mud squelching beneath his hooves. Flint flashing, red hair flying. Then--nothing.What had he done?

  80 In a heartbeat he was out of the sleeping-sack, startling Wolf.

  The pack-sister!Torak said in wolf talk.Is she all right? Don't know,came the reply. A lick on the muzzle.Are you? Torak didn't answer. He never spirit walked in his sleep. And it couldn't have been the drink he'd made for the rite; Renn had told him it wouldn't make his souls wander. Besides, he'd daubed the sign of the hand on his cheek, like she'd said. With his fingers he searched his face, but the earthblood was gone. He must have rubbed it off while he slept.

  How could this have happened? He glanced at the crusted scab on his chest. The mark was gone--but the power of the Soul-Eaters was great. Maybe while he'd slept, they had forced him to do this: to attack the person he cared about most. It took him the whole morning to reach the clearing. He had some idea of where it lay, having noticed the badger sett and the stump on previous hunts; and Wolf helped too. But when they got there, Torak didn't recognize it. The bracken and willowherb had been flattened as if by a hailstorm, the oak kicked to splinters. Here and there he saw scarlet spatters on green leaves.

  The world tilted. He tasted bile. He fought to stay calm, to piece together what had happened. 81

  In the churned mud near the stump he found a print of Renn's boot; a red hair snagged at one of the entrances to the sett. On the riverbank he found drag marks where canoes had been drawn up. A mess of men's footprints, deeper on their way back to the boats. They'd been carrying something heavy. Maybe they had arrived in time, killed the elk, and taken it with them in the boats.

  Maybe it was Renn they'd carried away.

  Torak's mind refused to work. His tracker's skill deserted him.

  Idid this, he thought. There is something inside me that I can't control.

  Wolf nudged his thigh, asking when they were going. Torak asked him if he'd tried to help the pack-sister, and Wolf replied that he'd wanted to, but then he'd smelled "Other." What do you mean? said Torak, but Wolf's answer was unclear. Wolves don't talk only with grunts and whines and howls, but with subtle movements of the body: a tilt of the head, a flick of the ears or tail, the fluffing up or sleeking down of fur. Not even Torak knew every sign. All he could gather was that Wolf had caught a bad scent making for his pack-brother and raced to his defense, but whatever it was had gone by the time he'd arrived.

  Torak stared at the desolation around him. He

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  should get under cover; at any moment a canoe might slide into view. He didn't care. He had to go to the clan meet and find out what had happened to Renn.

  Dusk was coming on by the time he reached the river mouth where the clans were gathered. At this time of summer, the night wouldn't get any darker. Which made what he was doing even more dangerous.

  Apart from the headband, he hadn't stopped to disguise himself, simply smearing wood-ash on his skin to put off the dogs. For the rest, he would rely on his hunter's ability to stay out of sight, and the fact that he'd persuaded Wolf--with some difficulty--not to come too.

  He found a stand of juniper and pine well back from the camp, hid his sleeping-sack in some brambles to retrieve later, and crouched down to plot his next move. Around the mouth of the Whitewater, fires glowed orange in the deep blue dusk. Before them, black figures reached stick-limbs toward the sky, like paintings on a rock. So many people! For a moment Torak was small again, just short of his eighth birthnight, and proud to be going with Fa to the clan meet by the Sea. The Mountain Hare Clan had built their reindeer-hide shelters on the rocks above the shore, perhaps because this reminded them of home. The Rowan 83

  Clans' turf domes squatted in the meadows, while the Salmon Clan had pitched their fish-skin tents on the foreshore, and the Sea Eagles, who didn't seem to care, had made their untidy stick piles wherever they'd found space. The Open Forest clans had camped nearest the trees, but Torak couldn't see the Ravens' open-fronted shelters.

  "They say the Wolf Clan's headed south," said a man's voice, startlingly close.

  Torak froze.

  "Good riddance," snorted another man. "I never feel easy with them around."

  A muffled curse as one of them tripped over a root. "Still, they should've stayed," said the first man. "It's a clan meet, that's what it's for." "What about the Deep Forest clans?" said his companion. "No sign of them, either."

  "I hear there's trouble between the Aurochs and the Forest Horses...."

  Their voices faded as they headed toward the river--and Torak breathed again.

  It was some time before he dared move. Keeping to the edge of the Forest, he came to a pine-ringed hollow where a throng of people crowded around a large fire. S
mells of baked salmon and roasting meat mingled with the music of voice, pipe, and drum. The fire was made of three pine logs burning along 84

  their length. A Raven long-Fire. He'd found them.

  Dry mouthed, he hid in a clump of yews beyond the light.

  He saw Fin-Kedinn deep in talk with the Salmon Clan Leader as they cut hunks off a glistening side of red deer and filled peoples' bowls.

  He saw Saeunn and two other Mages a little way off, by a smaller blaze that gave off a heady scent of juniper. One Mage cast handfuls of bones and watched how they fell, while a second read the smoke snaking into the sky. Saeunn rocked back and forth, spitting spells. Above Torak's head, a branch creaked--and a raven peered down at him with bright, unforgiving eyes. He begged it not to betray him.

  The guardian spread its wings and flew, swooping low over the Mages' fire. Saeunn raised her head to follow it. Then she turned and looked straight at Torak. She can't see you, he told himself. But in the firelight, the stare of the Raven Mage was red with secret knowledge. Who knew what she could see? Just when Torak couldn't bear it any longer, Saeunn turned back to her spells.

  Shaky with relief, he scanned the firelit faces. He saw the Boar Clan Leader jabbing his finger at the Whale Leader to emphasize a point. Aki sitting nearby, watching his father with an odd mix of fear and longing. Then Torak saw her.

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  Renn sat cross-legged at the front of the throng, scowling into the flames. She was pale, and her right forearm was bound in soft buckskin, but apart from that, she appeared unhurt. The tightness in his chest loosened as if a rawhide strap had snapped.

  She's all right.

  A dog padded over to him; luckily, one he knew. He shooed it away.

  Next time he might not be so lucky. He had to get away before they found him.

  He stayed where he was.

  Maybe it was seeing Renn again. Maybe it was the wild hope that with the mark of the Soul-Eater cut out, he could simply step into the light, and everyone would welcome him back. He stayed.

  And that changed everything.

  The moon made its way across the sky, and still Torak watched.

  He saw men, women, and children dipping beakers in pails of brewed birch-blood. He saw them stepping into the space around the long-fire to offer a story, a song. A Willow man sang of the salmon run to the music of deer-hoof rattles and duck-bone pipes.

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  A Rowan woman created a prowling shadow bear by moving her hands behind a firelit hide.

  So it went on through the brief summer night. Torak found himself drawn into the stories: the ancient memories which the clans had told on nights such as this since the Beginning.

  It was a while before he noticed that Renn had gone as white as chalk. Two masked figures were now dancing around the fire: a midge with a long, pointed wooden beak, and an irascible elk. The midge--with a Viper woman behind the mask--zoomed about, whining and poking with her beak, to delighted squeals from children and laughter from their parents. But Renn had eyes only for the elk. Her mouth was a tense line as she watched it sweep the shadows with its antlers. Torak could see that she was reliving the attack.

  By chance, the elk moved to the other side of the fire, and it was the midge who now targeted her. Distractedly she batted it away, but it came whining back, as midges do.

  Leave her alone, urged Torak.

  Just as the midge zoomed in for another attack, a young man rose, grasped the midge's beak lightly in one hand, and pretended to swat it with the other. He did it with such good humor that the Viper woman played along with him, buzzing away with an aggrieved 87

  whine that made everybody laugh.

  Renn threw the young man a grateful glance, and he shrugged and sat down again. Then Torak noticed the wavy blue tattoos on his arms: the mark of the Seal Clan. He nearly cried out. It was Bale. His kinsman.

  Bale had put on muscle since the previous summer, and firelight glinted in the beginnings of a beard, but apart from that he hadn't changed. The same long, fair hair beaded, with shells and capelin bones, the same intelligent face. The same blue eyes that seemed to hold the light of sun on Sea.

  The last time they'd seen each other, they'd talked about hunting together, and Torak had made a joke about a Seal in a Forest. It hurt to think of that now. Suddenly a horn boomed into the night.

  Ravens exploded from the trees.

  Dancers, watchers, all went still.

  Leaning on her staff, Saeunn hobbled into the light. "A Soul-Eater!" she cried. "A Soul-Eater is come among us!"

  Fear rippled through the throng.

  "I read it in the bones," croaked the Raven Mage, circling the fire, searching their faces. "I see it in the smoke. A Soul-Eater is among us--a Soul-Eater to the marrow!" People clutched their children and gripped amulets

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  and weapons. Fin-Kedinn's features never moved as he watched his Mage seek the evil one.

  As Torak hid in the dark beneath the yews, the meaning of what Saeunn had sensed crashed upon him. A Soul-Eater to the marrow ... He had carried the mark on his chest for too long. It had gnawed its way into his bones, and he was one of them. He would never be free. The rite hadn't worked.

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  TEN

  There was uproar around the long-fire. Dogs barking, a hornet buzz of voices. Mouths turned ugly with fear, eyes became shadowy hollows. Fin-Kedinn called for calm--and the uproar diminished. "But we've got to go after him now!" shouted Aki. "If we don't--"

  "If you go now," said the Raven Leader, "you'll be setting off blind. Remember, it's not just an outcast out there. What about the Oak Mage? The Viper Mage. The Eagle Owl Mage. Three Soul-Eaters of enormous power--and they could be anywhere. Are you strong 90

  enough to fight them alone, Aki? Are any of you?"

  Aki made to reply, but his father snarled at him, and Aki cringed as if to ward off a blow.

  Torak had seen enough. He fled. What a fool he'd been to believe they would take him back. They would never take him back.

  As he ran, the scab on his chest cracked open. He gasped in pain.One twitch, and it will draw you,hissed the Viper Mage.

  Having retrieved his sleeping-sack, he took a different path to disperse his scent, and now through the trees he glimpsed the Ravens' shelters. They were deserted.

  With every moment the danger grew--and yet he couldn't drag himself away. He was leaving them forever, he knew that now, but he had to be close to them one last time. He had to say good-bye.

  He found the Raven Leader's shelter and peered in. There was Fin-Kedinn's axe propped against the doorpost; his bow, his fishing spear. But nothing of Renn's, which was odd.

  His axe. It was beautiful, a blade of polished greenstone mounted on a sturdy ash handle. It fitted Torak's grip perfectly. As his fingers closed around it, he felt the Raven Leader's strength, his force of will. Torak had lost his own axe in the Far North; Fin-Kedinn had been 91

  going to help him make a new one. There was much that Fin-Kedinn had been going to teach him.

  His grip tightened. To steal a man's axe is one of the worst things you can do. To steal Fin-Kedinn's ...

  But he needed it.

  Scarcely believing what he was doing, he stuck the axe in his belt and moved on, seeking the shelter where Renn slept. It was madness to stay any longer, but he couldn't leave till he'd found it.

  He was astonished to discover that she was now sharing a shelter with Saeunn: he recognized it by its stale, old-woman smell. How Renn would hate that. It hurt to see her gear, piled untidily in the corner. Her beloved bow hung from a crossbeam. As he touched it, he seemed to hear her voice: mocking, kind. The first day they'd met, when the Ravens were enemies and he had to fight for his life, she had given him a beaker of elderberry juice."It's only fair," she'd said. On her willow-branch mat lay a new medicine pouch he hadn't seen before; she must have made it when she'd given him hers. He upended it, and among the dried mushrooms and tangles of hair, he was surprised to see t
he white pebble on which he'd daubed his clan-tattoo last summer. She had kept it all this time.

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  He ran fast and low, heading upstream, keeping to the thickets by the river. He hadn't gone far when he heard slight, furtive sounds of pursuit. It couldn't be Aki--he would've made mote noise. And whoever it was, they were good, moving almost noiselessly and staying in the shadows. They were good, but he was better.

  The river flowed deep and slow between half-drowned alders. Torak took off his boots and tied them around his neck. Then, balancing quiver, bow, and sleeping-sack roll on his head, he waded in. The cold took his breath away, but he gritted his teeth and kept going till he was up to his chest. Bracing his legs against the current, he waited. He heard the slap and suck of water around the trees. Then stealthy footsteps.

  From the bank, someone softly called his name.

  He tensed.

  "Torak!" Renn whispered again. "Where are you?" He made no answer. Then another voice. "Kinsman, it's me!" Torak flinched.

  "We're alone, I swear it!" Bale said in a hoarse whisper. "Come out! I mean you no harm! Renn's told me everything. I know you're outcast, but we're still kin! I want to help!" 93

  Torak clenched his jaw. Renn had already risked her life to help him, and it had come to nothing. He couldn't put her or Bale in any more danger. Like all hunters, Renn and Bale knew how to wait. So did Torak.

  At last he heard Bale sigh. "Let's go," he told Renn.

  "No!" she protested. Torak heard a stirring of branches as she moved closer--and suddenly there she was at the water's edge.

  "Torak!" Her voice was recklessly loud. "I know you're there, I can feel you listening! Please.Please!You've got to let us help you!"

  Not answering Bale had been hard, but ignoring Renn was one of the hardest things Torak had ever done. The urge to cry out--to give some sign that only she would understand--was almost overwhelming. Go back to camp, he begged her. I can't bear it. Bale put his hand on Renn's shoulder. "Come on. Either he's not here or he doesn't want to be found."